Wednesday, March 28, 2012

I'm Alive!!!



Brittney and me 

Hey guys!
I know, it's been quite some time.

SO much has happened since we last sat down and had a chat.

I went to Jamaica!!!
It was beyond amazing, however, talking about it right now while the weather report calls for snow, makes me depressed. So, we will talk about it some other time. :)

I've re-done my downstairs bathroom all purdy! Now, that I will be showing you soon. The transformation is amazing! I have before and after pics for you!!

The better I started to feel, the more crazy I was going at home all day. Repainting and ripping stuff out just seemed like a good idea. If I had a bad day, I stopped. Trust me, no one finished it up while I was laying low. It was all mine!

I have finally decided to go back to work.
I'm excited, nervous, elated.....I'm feeling it all.

Not only am I opening my photography studio back up, but I am also starting down a new path, a new venture with a very close friend of mine.

I'm absolutely stoked about it and cannot wait to share it with all of you!

I will, however, be unavailable for the most part starting April 23rd, for at least 5 days, probably more like 7 or 8.

I FINALLY got the date for my stay at the Neurology Center where I will be Video/EEG monitored 24 hours a day.

UGH. Though I have been waiting for this for months, we will walk out with answers..finally, it pains me to think about 5 days in one room, waiting to have not one, but 2 seizures.

I'm scared.

All this time, all these months, I was hoping to NOT have a seizure. I've worked tirelessly to avoid them.
Now, I go, unmedicated and not only HOPE for them, but WAIT for them.

I feel the aftermath of these seizures. I just had one last night and just about bit my bottom lip off.
I limp around with the heating pad and the advil. I might not be aware when they are happening, but I sure as heck know by the way I feel after that it has to be terrible.
I can tell how bad a seizure is by the recovery time, how my muscles feel and if my legs are working right away.

SO, I'll say it again...I'm scared.

I'll be in touch peeps.

Talk Soon
Melissa